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Missing: 43 Y.O. Blonde Woman Who Loved to Smile

Today I decided to take a trip down memory lane in a self torturing kind of way. Why, you ask? I have absolutely no idea, but I did it....

HELP!!!!!! Seroquel Induced Writer’s Block

I need some help, desperately! I have been on Seroquel for over 1 month now and I am suffering from severe writer’s block, so I thought...

ACCEPTANCE IS NOT EASY

Acceptance in human psychology is a person’s assent to the reality of a situation, recognizing a process or condition (often a negative...

My Very Own Breakfast Club

During one of our journaling groups, I was asked to write about what I have gotten thus far from Princeton House (the hospital in which I...

And so it begins…

The hospital called and they have a bed. We are off and I am scared, but here’s to the beginning of the journey to find me again....

I Only Say Goodbye for Now, So I Can Greet You With a Smile Next Time We Meet

I came to the realization today that I can no longer try to battle this disease alone. After dropping my children off at school, I felt...

How Do I Forgive Myself When I Am So Damn Good at Self-Punishment?

Where does one begin to forgive oneself? How does one undo the wrongs one has committed and erase the pain one has inflicted on those one...

How Do You Like Your Eggs?

I met a good friend of mine for breakfast this morning. She is well aware of my recent struggles, so much so that she actually brought me...

Hello Bipolar, My Name Is Lydia: Manic Ramblings to My Disease

I wish you would have introduced yourself earlier in my life. Perhaps you tried and I turned a cold shoulder because I was trying to run...

Check out “Closing the Chasm: Letters From a Bipolar Physician to His Son”

https://play.google.com/store/books/details?id=sPl8pKYIMh0C I just finished reading this incredibly honest and open book. It’s the fourth...